Thursday, November 17th, 2005

I had a great time playing last night. Too bad there was hardly anyone there to hear my set since it was so early in the evening. My next set is probably going to be December 7th according to our new rotation but I'll let you all know when I find out for sure.

One bummer however. I discovered a broken needle the next day when I took my needles out. Oh well, nothing a little crazy glue couldn't fix! :^)

This pic is of me-Havin' a hoot LIVE! No cares in the world!

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In addition to Personal Need #1 (See Monday, November 7th), there's an element of appreciation I think I look for in everything I do. That's why I need to have people around all the time. If there's no one there to appreciate it, than what's the point. For example, I hardly even cook for myself because there wouldn't be anyone else around to enjoy what I've created. Even if the food tastes bad, I'd rather have someone around to spit it out in disgust and tell me that it tastes like crap than judge for myself. Is it because I really have a poor sense of judgment and am in need of confirmation? (That's just a whole new can of worms I'll have to open up some other time) Or am I just being pretentious?

As you all have probably gathered, I'm a very inquisitive person. I like to know. I need to know. Not about the gossipy he-said-she-said bullshit, but more about how people feel about me and what I do. You know what?!....

Personal Need #6 - Assurance
I've figured out exactly why I need people around me. Simply to make me feel better about myself and assure me that I'm an alright gal. I think everybody has this personal need to be assured and reassured...I hate to say this but especially women. It's in our nature.

"A women only needs 2 things in this world. Food and Compliments!"
-Chris Rock

So harsh, but yet, so true. Even I tend to fish for compliments 'the odd time'.

:^)