Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

I found out that there is nothing wrong with my sound card. It was just sheer ignorance that prevented me from recording a decent sounding set. Even yesterday when I tried to record again, I had the levels up WAY too high. The sounds were all distorted and crackling.

So in a fit of frustration I tossed the CD out my car window. Oh well, I messed up a couple mixes anyways. Back to the drawing board. : )

Well at least we know now where the levels are too low and where they are too high. So hopefully my next recording session will be just right.....hopefully.

Tonight I get to play again. This time I'm starting the night out from 9:30-10:30. Which works out perfectly since most of my friends have stuff to do in the morning. I'm a little nervous since I actually have people coming out to see me tonight. I'm sure a few $2.25 drinks will solve that!

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Why is it that 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'? I find that absence does the complete opposite for me.

I find that the longer a person is absent, the less I think about them and the less I care to keep in touch. Is it because I live too much in the present that I don't have the time or energy to put towards people/things of the past? I find it way more beneficial to look towards the future rather than dwell on the past, but does this theory apply with people/relationships? As I said previously, people come into your life for different reasons. To help you learn, love, live and everything else. When that reason has been fulfilled is there a need to keep them around?

Me...personally?

I'd rather be cut than strung along for the ride...